Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Hi peepz, long time no see/talk.
Been supabusyyy and don't even know why I'm blogging now :(
Anyways I've been pretty good, except I regret not studying very much in the previous weeks (went out almost every day), but I sure really had a good time :D

Anyways, exams are starting next week, and I've been studying + worrying, (^drippy/panda/tired eyes + 100years old indications all expressed here at once), so better go study now!
hopefully I will blog again soon......
Going to do exciting things again for the next holiday! mwa!<3

Bootifool pea and I <3 (Another pic to the collection because I'm a weirdo and constantly look back at my blogs :))

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Thank you so much for those around me that continually support me,
even though I've only met some of you for no longer than half a year
you've already changed me in one way or another

you showed me how life can seem much more enjoyable 
because it depends on how you look at it..
I can finally feel that I'm not alone in this

So maybe the fear that things won't get done or not passing an exam
will gradually become enjoyment into loving what I'm doing right now

After all you guys reminded me that this was what I asked for from Him
This was what I truly wanted, and I should be grateful of what I have today...

I love you guys

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

A little deeper

I'm kind of distracted lately..
By two main things...

One is truly worried for a friend..
and the other is just.....I don't even know....feelings :/


Heh, but I'm so glad that not everyone knows my blog...
at least I know roughly about people that read it...


Feelings are so gay :/
that's why no investment = no worries


Wednesday, April 25, 2012


and even when I'm typing this I always forget things that I thought of only a few seconds ago
I wish time pauses
Mum always suggested me to keep a diary...so I had several, but never had one that exceeded 10 written pages...so frustrating. because I can't write down what I feel
I'm so sad...this is the best I can do
I can make people feel happy with the things I make, but I can't make people feel happy with the words I say

I really really wish I could..



That'd be miracle

If everybody communicate using just pictures and no words...
life would be so much better..
so so much better..
that I wouldn't have to struggle with filtering my ideas , 
^and I am already struggling with what I'm trying to say, that's pretty sad..
before I jump to another idea and forget what I wanted to say..

I wish I was better at writing, speaking, and interpreting...

It's funny how...I get complimented that I'm smart when I'm not even saying a word in class..
and when I say something I probably sound dumb ._. ..i know that

So action better than words and a picture speaks a thousand words

:(

I just really wish I could write..
really really wish

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Good night

*Yawns* Who knew I would start to sleep late in uni...

Drippy eyes :P
Good night guys~
p.s. I will update with Sydney #3 soon!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Good morning

Mum whatsapped me that she's trying out new glasses....these were ugly anyway but I just thought she still looked beautiful : )

Don't they look just like lab goggles?

Anyways, it's study + bake day today!
(I've got an order to prepare for this week ;D, so good luck for me! )