Dieting

Okay....I was about to give up on blogging tonight, becauseeeeeee omg
I downloaded this game called TAIKU on my phone or whatever...and it's soooooooooo addictive.

man it's just so cute...so I wasn't in the mood to blog or anything.

SEE, a diary is only a thing that you ever sought for mostly when you feel any negative emotions. THAT, is why I never got myself a proper diary. =)

I dunno...but I know Vico has one, and she writes in it all the time when she feels happy too. O_O I had fun watching her do so in Japan.

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BUT ANYWAYSSSSSSSSS, I said I would talk about dieting...and I realised a got a few questions on that in formspring a while ago. O_O

It'd actually been exactly four weeks that I stopped skipping meals/eating less/not eating. Eversince September, 2009.

OMG HEHE, I was supposed to be talking in a more serious tone, but I still have my earphones in my ears and they're playing the TAIKU music.

SO ANYWAYS, (don't even know where to start), but just want to say...I think most girls only ever go on diet because of something said by the opposite sex.
LOL, I've been such an idiot.
I kinda realise some guys are just into annorexic girls that no matter what you look like, they'll call you fat anyway.

SO, I hope you marry a pole.



buttt i cant blame anyone, since it was myself who took the action
well but at first I kinda thought I wasn't good enough, and so started eating less then eventually to skipping meals. It's just like an obsession that you won't realise it's there.
BUT, I also exercised A LOT.
Another thing I'm pretty sure most people know is that skipping meals lead to amenorrhea. For everyone.
AND, I know many girls hate that time of the month but you won't know what it is like until it is gone. So don't ever try to anger mother nature (:

lack of nutrients-->hormonal imbalance-->amenorrhea--->outbreaks
the only ever moment when I'd ever say Ihatemylife(and would rather be a few kg heavier))
Also leads to much more, but I don't want to mention.

BUT THE MAIN POINT IS..................................................

I honestly would love to thank my friends, because I havn't skipped a meal in a month now, and never would again.

Most thanks to the one who saw me through as the person I was when I thought I was at my ugliest. As well as the one who probably cared about my health than the way I cared about my appearance. That's why I'd do anything for you guys as well as for myself, when it's not even anything hard but to just eat.

AND WOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
you know, you don't gain weight from not skipping meals.

And I guess, you can most certainly lose something when you don't eat, but as well as many other things. I do regret everything too.

BUT nah...I'll get negative karma with regretion so...
all I want to say is..

the mirror is better at measuring than the scale (:

okay? GOOdbye.

Sudden goodbye, because my dad just phoned me...he's telling me a joke now O_O
sorry this post is sooo dodgy.